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I get it.
We all pass judgements, even the nicest of us. We make acquaintances and make assumptions, fine.
But what the fuck.
Its like, if I dress like myself and enjoy my occupation and what I do openly, then that immediately makes me too self-centered and too much of a threat to hang out with.
If I dress down for your comfort’s sake, and shut my mouth a little about what I like, what I do, places I’d like to show people, places I’d like to go with people, then that suddenly makes me beneath you and an awkward fit to group’s entire image.
Give me a break here I don’t know what to do :/

Ya’ll make me feel like a loser.
When I see another girl who kinda looks lonely and needs an invite, a little too drunk and being taken advantage of, forgot a few bucks for a nice coffee, needs to be asked how their day went, I always am willing to care enough to act upon all those things. And that is just because I genuinely want to be a friends.
But how are you going to give me the cold shoulder, become submissive, and act like a little bitch telling everyone to not invite me when, not too long ago, I treated us to a nice brunch or listened to your over dramatic sob story over things in life that just don’t fucking matter.
You’re all loud, obnoxious, self-centered, based on luck, freeloading bitches.
But I don’t treat any of you like it.
So yeah fuck I guess I am going to be in a forever vortex of friend zoning boys. Fuck :/

kinda sucks when you can bat your lashes not even at the guy’s direction and unintentionally score his digits
and at the same time girls don’t even want to hang out or give me the time of day. I want to have a group of girlfriends too :/
not just some pretty face getting male attention
not even trying to run with an ego, that’s the furtherest from the truth.
I genuinely wish more girls gave me a chance to befriend them.